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- date : 26 august 2005 fri
- time : 2300
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- dear jason,
- When I look back at the relationships that I went through in the past few years, I realize that it is impossible for us to weigh the pleasure and the pain, the happy moments and the sad memories that we have in each relationship and then conclude whether we have made a right or wrong decision to disappear from an ex?s life forever. What one would feel the most painful is that when you?re forced (by yourself may be) to leave someone whom you?re in love with immensely (?that someone?)because you foresee no future with that someone (due to substantially different personalities, interests, expectation in the relationship or life goals) or you?d need to step on a path of life other than your ideal path, and then you look back and realize that you may not be able to find someone who will love you as much as that someone did. When you?ve left that someone, memory of the happy times you spent with that some scatters before your eyes. You?d be surprised that all the sad memories are gone and this is when you?d feel regretful of leaving that someone. There?s no guarantee that such feeling will stay for a couple of days or throughout your life but time will definitely have a lessening effect. I always asked myself, ?what?ve I done to deserve such savage torture (referring to various kinds of unreasonable treatments that I?ve been subject to)??. Patience is one of cancerians' loveliest virtues. I'm a typical cancerian but as soon as the threshold of my patience is exceeded, i'd hesitate and give up the relationship though reluctantly at last.
song of the day : granada's starting over:-
early his eyes were in a certain way/and we saw/early his arms were in a certain way/now he's gone/to stay there/he has gone/to say there/now he's gone/now i am starting over...
jason
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