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date : 8 december 2003 mon
time : 0330
dear jason,

it has been more than 6 or 7 months since i watched a movie with any of my family members. i didn't mind watching movies alone when i was in the university when i used to buy 2 hotdogs and a coke and spent two hours in amc festival walk next to cityu. gone are the days and lately i found myself feeling quite uneasy when i went to cinema alone. i dun know why but it's probably becoz i'm getting older and realize that i can't be single forever if i wanna live in this world happily. and as a matter of fact, i'm glad that i'm not and that's why i dun see the need of going to cinema alone anymore. having said that, i still go watching alone sometimes though it'd be better if i can find company to go with me as not many of my friends, even my bb and movie buddies like sinead and rachel, are so crazy about movies like i do and would watch 25 movies every month.

as my father isn't in hk these few days, i had dinner and watched movie with my mummy tonight. i got to be very careful when deciding which movie to pick for viewing with my parents. you can hardly imagine how conservative my parents are. they would just go "woo" and "wah" when they see two teenage boy and girl french-kissing on the screen. i remember once they told me that how such a pornographic and degrading movie like american beauty could possibly win 5 oscars including best picture. so today, i believe that i'd picked a terrific movie to watch with my mummy - secondhand lions. i dun wanna talk much about the movie here but i do learn something from this movie, which is "true love never dies". my mummy loved the movie much. pls check out the movies section if you wanna know whether i like this movie or not.

btw, i highly recommend mystic river, the new movie directed by clint eastwood and starred sean penn, tim robbins, kevin bacon, marcia gay harden and laura linney, to you guys. mystic river is one of the major contenders of major awards including best picture, best actor and supporting actress in oscar 2004. i'm going to see it again next week.

chrismas is coming very soon but it seems that i gotta be alone on christmas' eve. i always think that we should spend the christmas' eve with our loved ones. "the loved ones" means someone we really love, not our friends or family. please correct me if i am wrong. but anyway, it occurs to me that something which matters to you much may not be regarded by others as something really that important. so this is it. i dun know what to say....

bb, i wish you good luck to your exam this morning. i'm sure you'll grab an A "by chance"! ganbade!!!

and now, here's the song for today - lamb's "gorecki":

If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
For I've never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
Still in my heart this moment
Or it might burst
Could we stay right here
Until the end of time until the earth stops turning
Wanna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

All this time I've loved you
And never known your face
All this time I've missed you
And searched this human race
Here is true peace
Here my heart knows calm
Safe in your soul
Bathed in your sighs
Wanna stay right here
Until the end of time
'Til the earth stops turning
Gonna love you until the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

The one I've waited for
All I've known
All I've done
All I've felt was leading to this
All I've known
All I've done
All I've felt was leading to this
Wanna stay right here
'Til the end of time 'till the earth stops turning
I'm gonna love you till the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for
The one I've waited for
The one I've waited for

Wanna stay right here
'Til the end of time 'till the earth stops turning
I'm gonna love you till the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for
The one I've waited for
The one I've waited for


jason

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