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- date : 31 october 2003 fri
- time : 0150
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- dear jason,
i wrote 2 short notes during office hours today at 2:25p.m. and 15 minutes later, which is kinda rare as i scarcely note down instantly what i feel on a piece of paper. but i did today and here're the notes:-
30 oct. 2003, 2:25p.m.
"i hate waiting for the fxxking phone call. but i understand that it's this kind of torture that keeps us alive. when the name of the person pops up on the screen of the mobile phone, this is like you're swallowing a spoonful of honey down your throat"
30 oct. 2003, 2:40p.m.
"i'm getting crazy! i can't endure the pain any more. please call me now! i can hardly breathe .... and geez, i can't concentrate on my work at all!"
i'm now playing the song, "monoluv" by moodorama which is my all-time favourite song. this is the saddest song i've ever listened to. whenever i get really down, i'd put this cd into my cd player and play the song over and over again for like 10 times or more. you'd probably think i'm a masochist but well, my be i am....
i know i'm a boring guy for most people and especially you, considering our age difference and that we dun have any common interest at all. you said that i was pushing you too hard. but was i? chatting with you on icq right now, revealing what i feel. i wonder if i'm doing the right thing but i just want you to know what is in my mind at this very moment. that's all!
btw, i've watched the horror movie, freddy vs. jason tonight. directed by hk director, ronny yu, f vs. j is overall a huge disappointment without a coherent story but filled with scenes after scenes of bloodbath & stupid action sequences between freddy and jason which fail to scare people. skip it & watch the original nightmares on elm street + friday the 13th instead.
alright time for bed..... see ya....
cheers
jason
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