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- date : 29 august 2003 fri
- time : 0040
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- dear jason,
when two human beings fall in love with each other, it's just like a dip of sodium is put into a bowl of water and they give out sparks & heat. the difference is, love can last forever whereas chemical reactions cannot. most people are searching for their monsieur or madamoiselle right every day. it's normal for everyone to have a model lover who's perfect in all respects in our minds and we would compare our targets we come across with our model lovers. the standard is high. when someone barely passes the test and is 'accepted' as our lovers, we would not cherish him or her and would simply let the relationship go once we find something that we're not happy to see albeit trivial and unimportant. however, when time flies and when we get older, we would realize the meaning of true love. it's then when we'd lower our expectations and know the preciousness of a relationship.
i'm in a very strange but not really bad mood lately. my mind would go blank all in a sudden and i'm suffering from short-term memory loss, just like the guy in memento, my #1 film in 2001. probably i'm a bit lost, 'cause 3 more months to go and i'll complete my 2-year articledship....
and here's the song i'm now playing - sneaker pimps' half life in their second album, splinter :-
Half life wastes before it goes
It's funny how your bee sting touch never leaves me whole
It's not enough to stay here almost trying
You keep your last laugh watch this dying
It's just half time vertigo
And if you want an answer I don't know
If you had completed me
Don't think I'd be pleased with you
Don't think I'd compete with you
With half of me to take
Half life nothing I'd call home
It's lucky how these phantom limb bee stings never show
It's not enough to leave this falling kindly
You burn my star down twice as brightly
It's just your half light undertow
But if you need forgiveness I don't know
Half light breaks with nothing wrong
Just a corner of my bed where you don't belong
It's kind of you to notice no one's dying
You choked your last laugh almost crying
It's just your half life long to know
And if you need a reason so it goes
cheers
jason
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