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		date : 7 june 2005 tue time : 0000			dear jason, mocha valencia from starbucks has always been my favourite coffee from starbucks. it not only tastes good but can also miraculously save me from falling asleep in the office after working overnight the day before. yvonne and zoe called me during lunch hour today while i was typing a draft letter to the trade marks registry saying that they'd be more than happy to buy me a cup of grande mocha valencia. i thanked them and really appreciated they called. sometimes, it's that one single call or one single word that'd keep you alive. i'd like to thank these two beautiful ladies (yvonne being my secretary and zoe being yvonne's and my very good friend in the office) for giving me their love, concern and support every day. i'd also like to give a big thank you to my bosses, robin and kelvin for their patience and guidance in the past 12 months. and there you are, dennis, my mentor, my friend, my "savior" and my light. words can't express my gratitude to you, dennis. so i finished drinking the mocha valencia at around 2:30p.m. today. believe it or not, i spent only 15 minutes to draft a 2-page letter in chinese on which i thought i gotta spend at least an hour initially. i was sooo thirsty for work in the next few hours that i felt like i became a ferrari convertible climbing up the hills in monte carlo. i became another person, someone thinks and works much faster than myself. i was aware that my left hand was shaking. my body didn't belong to myself anymore. coffee is magical but it's also harmful. everything has two sides. it's either good or bad, black or white. there's nothing in between. love is the same. if you dun love him or her anymore, you'd start disliking or even hating him or her. it's cruel but it's also the truth. i decide to walk on. i am about to get through another stage of my life. i can't see where it ends. i'm scared but i'll give it a try anyway. coldplay's "fix you" from his new album "x&y" released today:- "When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse When the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse? Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones And I will try to fix you High up above or down below when you too in love to let it go If you never try you'll never know Just what your worth Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones And I will try to fix you Tears streaming down your face When you lose something you cannot replace Tears streaming down your face and I Tears streaming down your face I promise you I will learn from my mistakes Tears stream down your face and I Lights will guide you home And ignite your bones And I will try to fix you" jason
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