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date : 28 january 2003 tue
time : 0120
dear jason,

i learnt a great deal about life in the last couple of days. we, as human beings, are forced to engage in different roles, wearing masks with smile, laughter or tears days and nights in order to be integrated into the society, which is divided into groups of people of different backgrounds and ranks with different aims and values of living. and i feel that i'm growing every day, in both my mind and body.

for me, love is divine and i'd always be true to the one i love, never with my mask on. may be you'd think i'm naive. yes, actually you're right and as i've told you before, that's why i'd always get hurt so easily. and now my heart bleeds again...... though i have no regret this time. i didn't recognize you devil had always been wearing that cutie angel face and stealing my heart away.

should i from this moment on simply close my heart to anybody, to the world? where's love, everyone? the earth got no hope at all without love. would anybody spend a minute or two to give a shit to the iraqi people, how they are going to suffer when the war eventually breaks out. everyone knows what mr. bush wants from the war but nobody can stop him except himself who got no love and soul and is practically dead.

jason
: (((((